Monday, January 18, 2010

Today, spoke to my lecturer regarding my prospects, and what route I should take after achieving my diploma. Basically, get a mechanical engineering degree, and persue a career as a sales engineer, or alternatively fuel engineering or as a project manager. After that, work like a dog for 4-5 years, get a capital and open a cafe(sideline maybe). Because of that, if I could not get into a local recognized university, I might need to go UK to study. Initially it sounded cool, and it didn't matter much to me. But I've never traveled for over 12 years, it might be a culture shock for me. Leaving everything I have in Singapore, my brothers, my spiritual family, my church, the familiar environment...

I'm not worried study wise though, after going through 3 years in poly, I know for a fact I can get good grades in something I have no interest in. The irony of putting my passion in studying engineering, when the dream behind it is FnB' related.

All that's been said, somehow, it leaves me with a heavy heart, a sour feeling inside me just thinking of it.

Feeling perplexed and for some reason, sad.





What am I to do?

posted @ 1/18/2010 10:30:00 PM

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