Monday, April 27, 2009
Lol, is it because of old age? or simply not used to sitting down and doing academic stuffs? For the 1st time since i could ever remember, I actually sat down and tried my best to study. Merely an hour and a half, despite finishing what's to be done, I felt so exhausted. Hopefully I could slowly increase my "stamina" when it comes to hitting the books.
Went for Cg again, as mentioned, solely for the atmosphere, word of god, knowledge, wisdom, etc. Maybe its the sudden "increase" in the members today that caught me by surprised, and kept rather quiet during fellowship. Thought back how i was such a loud haler in the past, be it in church or not. Now, I just quietly bask in God's words, always reminding myself God's promises, and my covenant to him. That my mood don't matter, it's more like what else can I still do for Him? Regardless right or wrong, I didn't really put any attention at those awkward moments when I didn't talk to the other members. Of course it'll be great to talk openly, but somehow, something went off during the process, rofl.
posted @ 4/27/2009 12:18:00 AM
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