Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Life Hiccups in 2 days

-Like missing the correct bus stop, and ending up at Dairy Farm Road.
-Got my shoes really muddy as I hailed a cab to school.
-Looking like a fool with muddy shoes.
-Losing a Good pair of running shoes that lasted me through NS during lesson time.
-New pair of shoes don't fit, resulting in blisters and cramped toes in school.
-Despite cramped toes, tried to run in a cloudy day, and stopped 1/2way when the sky turned really grey, and the loud haler was announcing the only guy running to get back in the shelter, namely me. -.-'

Well, those were the bad times, The good 1s AFTER that are

-Always on time for classes
-Doing very well 4 out of 5 modules, the last 1 was very dependent on freehand sketching, and I'm no artist.
-Very diligent and disciplined these days, dead serious when it comes to my studies. Something no close friends of mine can believe, lol.
-Chalking an outstanding 7 hours of studying/revision/Doing homework outside my lesson time.
-Dad offered, bugging me to buy a good pair of running shoes, regardless the cost. (yet to buy 1)
-Came home after a rainy day, and for some reason end up running like the wind, something that is surprising as I seem to be just jogging much slower in scl.
-Within 2 weeks, weight down from 83kg to 75kg. (Face still as round, lol.)
-My Un-co-operative classmate is actually helping, even if it's a bit, but it's a step.
-Mum chalked in a bit of cash into my dead flat "spending" account.

Overall, It's been a very very very testing week, or 2 days, lol. But at the end, things out of my hands, God came through for me. I still can't explain how I ran with my legs fully in the air throughout a gauge of 3km maybe? I'm still really fat. And the panting recovered in a minute.

Slowly, but steadily, trying to "hone" my spiritual gift/s God gave me. Everyday talking to him, begging him to sharpen my gift of spiritual sensitivity and to bring back that ability to somewhat give accurate "premonitions" like what I had in N112 way way way back in my 1st cell group.

I won't saying it's as sharp as the past, as the heart is still hardened, but I believe slowly and steadily, the spiritual sensitivity is coming back. Like how I started from walking to jogging, jogging to running :)

Still, thinking back, I've been very very very quiet once i stepped into the campus. Like 1 of those samurai or cowboy movies where u see the fella journeying on his own. I can't say im actually happy about it, but in some sense, I'm trying to fool myself that's how maturity begins. Whatever it may be, I'm talking the most to God in a week as the way things are like that now. lol.

posted @ 4/28/2009 08:53:00 PM

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